How If I Say That I Love You...?

 

Actually, I've been hiding it for a long time, at first I thought I would be able to endure and hide all this. However, like a wound that has been left on to an infection, this feeling that you never knew has turned into a disease that must be healed quickly.

Sorry but I can't, I can't keep watching that smile that is the best decoration on your face. I couldn't keep hearing the voice I wanted to bring home. I can't keep looking at you anymore because if it continues, it's harder for me to kill this feeling.

What used to be fun is now getting heartbreaking. These hopes and waits are getting exhausted and you, Just enter into the most painful impossibility.

Don't ask me to wait if all the promises you know are just a pile of inanimate objects. Don't ask me to come here if you can't appreciate my feelings.

Let me go home. Why? Because what if I say that I love you?

Will you answer with the answer I expect? Or even the answer that has made me afraid to ask you directly?

What if I said that never a day goes by without trying to get rid of these feelings and failing.

The answer is always no right? the answer is always someone else, right.? the answer is never me, right?

I wan’t not to love you, but there are the reality.